I got help for my anxiety disorder right, except now I have this problem that I'm extremely boring, I uncreative when once I was the most creative and spontaneous person anyone I knew had ever met. I look at my writing and my paintings and think where did that come from, it's like a piece of me is missing or died and I'm not to happy about this.
I didn't need fixing my parents wanted me to be fixed so i wouldn't worry them so much... but now they are not important or a part of my life anymore so I feel the things I sacrificed for them were a complete waste of time.
When a parent/parents puts there own wishes and dreams before that of their child and then insults the child and tells them not to be selfish for being upset that they had chosen to not attend the childs wedding because they intended on starting building their new house that day gives one the right to turn their backs on the parents completely.

I'm hoping to get into my writing again... I was good I want to get that back again.